a very exciting time

You, yourself, deserve all the love and affection. As much as anybody in the entire universe. Remember, it's not only about eating the rich. What are we going to do after we've done digesting them? Fade to blue, fade into our victories, fade back to what we've dedicated our lives to. It's not like they're going to support us in this transition. Don't bother waiting for them. I no longer try to explain. No more patience, none. It's not that I don't have patience, I'm just not going to be using it in that way.

They've been the main characters their whole lives. Never thought twice about us, if at all. For all the time I spent agonizing over their perceptions and feelings, trying to explain myself and make it right with them, they didn't give me the time of day, never took me seriously. I could feel it then the way I still feel it now. That's their problem, not mine. Perhaps the time will come when they're the visitors and outsiders to my house, they'll look around and suddenly not understand the game or benefit from it. They won't be buoyed along on waves of support and assumptions, they probably won't even speak the language. Speak, lol, they don't even perceive it.

My whole lifetime they've been mocking me, isolating me, casting me out for seeing things differently, for being kind instead of going for cruelty and the kill through competition the way they did. Said I didn't know anything, treated me soft-headed for following my enthusiasms instead of buckling down and growing up. Well, well, well. Do people really say that? Well, well, well. Now what do we have here? Let me make myself a cup of tea and we can get into this.

I told you about the solar flares hoping you'd do your own research. I'm not here to lecture. I'm not taking my show on the road or teaching a class on it, I'm just here doing my thing the same as everybody else. I am an investigator though, I'm going to investigate. I can't help myself, it's what I do. I want to know why and how— my antennae stay up.

Have we all adjusted to being in a different land yet? A different dimension, a different reality? I notice that people tend to bring their beliefs and perspectives with them wherever they go, so just inserting folks into new circumstances doesn't necessarily change anything. They're going to keep on believing they're right and everyone else is wrong: flat earths, trickle-down economics, etc. Believing whatever they want to, even against evidence. Exposing the roots of oppression and dominance that built these systems and structures: division, extraction, exploitation, cruelty based on greed and an imagined separateness. Seeing what’s true isn't enough to snap them out of delusion. They cling to it because it’s benefited them, they profit on it, reap rewards. Also it's all they've ever known. They're identified with it. Not quite ready for their minds to be blown, or maybe they've grown too comfortable here, even in their chains.

There might be another way. To me, having suffered along with all who suffer (spoiler: all suffer), I'm amped. I'm psyched. If this is real, if we're the ones we've been waiting for, I'm really excited to see what we're capable of.